5/16/2009

To stoixweiwma


Agapitoi mou anagwnstes,
sugnwmin pou exw polu kairo na grapsw alla erebnw stoixweimata teleutaiws. Auto omws mou 'tuxe, ti na kanw?
Pernwntas gia na fugw apo to xwrio mou apo to pasxa, pernaga apo ena diplano xwrioudaki onomatizeto Stourneroli8ero. Ka8oti dipsaga, (eixa korakiasei) piga na piw nero apo tin pigi. Dipla ap'tin pigi (aristera tis) upirxe spiti apo ta palia ta xronia pou katoikei gria pou oli ti fovountai. Min einai magissa? Min ein' fantasmatos, kaneis den plisiase pote arketa. Istories de, eftasan kai mexri to xwrio mou me oxtaxrona paidia pou petoun ston aera kai vrizoun kai alla na kremmiontai sta kampanaria kai o papas na xanetai (agiazi). Ola auta logw tis grias-diaolissas pou exei katariastei to xwrio kai auto pou diamenei ma kai ta geitonika xwria.

Giati? Giati o 8rulos leei pws tis klepsan ti fantasia. Egw to dixws allo etre3a grigora gia na to psa3w (eis va8os=ereunitis). Me to pou xtupisa tin porta kanenas den anoi3e. Ma omws ena gramma epese ap'tin koufala tis kasas (koufwmata) sto kefali mou. To anoi3a me anupomonosia na dw ti grafei kai e3eplagin. Mesa eixe mono ena gramma alla kai mia fwtografia. Fwtografia apo fantasma=stoixeio. To gramma elege:
"Egw o Gewrgios Spa8aris, gnisios apogonos tou prwtou ellina pou emeine pote se xwrio, kaloumai na epe3igisw ti monadiki auti sxesi an8rwpou-fusis se perivallon apomonwmenon apo alli an8rwpini suntrofia i' kai zwo (katoikidio=kanara, gata, xelwnakia) me moni parea tin agapi tou an8rwpou gia tin fusin, ta spitia apo pli8ia, kotetsi kai na xtistoun ki alla spitia gia na ginoum' oloi anurwpoi-kalliergites xwris lefta, psemmata kai kausaerio (tsernompil). Megalwmenos f8ina, dixws lousa me filo ti fantasia kai tin elliniki istoria (andres polemane anidiwtelws, vasiliades kuvernane aploxera me ta swsta idewdi) ektimi8ike i mona3ia tou an8rwpou me tropo dimiourgiko legontas mou (me fwni fusiki meta3u immutou kai taugetou): dimiourgise!"


Xtupisa me dunami tin porta me tous wmous mou kai mpika mesa (spiti). Anapsokokkinismenos kai me spirtada sxoliaropaidou koita3a gurw mou psaxnontas kati to zwntano. I gria den itan ekei. Mporei kai na min itan pote i' na kruvotane (de mpika se ola ta upnodwmatia eis fovou mou). Ekeini ti stigmi megali dunami kai para3enia dioxeteutike mesa mou kai rizwse va8ia ews kai touti ti stigmi pou grafw, gia duo logous:
Logos para3enias No.1: Oloi oi tuxoi itan trupiti se diafora simeia (souravli) etsi outw "swste" me to fusima tou paramikrou agera na akougetai mousiki isodunami me palia laika kommatia (dimotika, attik).
Logos para3enias No.2: Egw to '3era. Adika tin fovosane. Me kapoies pio dunates apo tis paramikres mousikes, o ixos ekane antilalo apo ti mia trupa tou toixou stin apenanti (kamara-aetwma, opws sta ellinika nisia) mexri terma, ap' oles tis trupes na perasei kai telikws na vgei maniaka pros ta e3w (perivallon) exontas ws apotelsma megalo antilalo san paniguri kai ta tragoudia na kougontai ola mazi polu dunata-ntelirio pou se kanei na vlepeis pollous karagkiozi kai mirigkoko na xoreuoun polu grigora (pseudais8isi mesw ixou=ixitika narkwtika sunwtitwn). Amesws mou 'kopse kai evgala tin fwtografia kai tin karfwsa stin trupa apo tin opoia ebgaine ixos (sto perivallon). O aeras sunexise na fusa kai koitazontas tin fwtografia na kounietai diekrina to fasma na zwntaneuei (px stikers=polla xrwmata=to kounas ligo kai kinetai i eikona).
Idou apokalupsis, i eikona edeixne 8eatro skiwn pou xwris sentoni kai an8rwpoi kouniotane mono tou, mono me tin fantasia kai ti dunami tis fusis (aeras, fusiko stoixeio=zwi).
To spiti auto, edw kai mia evdomada ginike mouseiako mnimeio giati den anike se kamia gria-stoixeiwma, alla ston aumnisto Gewrgio Spa8ari, gnisio progono tou prosfatws apo8anwn sunexisti tis au8entikis an8rwpias kai talaipwris grekias, Dimitriou Spa8ari. Fainetai oti kai s'auta ta "daimonia" to xeraki tous valane oi extroi tou ellinismou gia na piswgurnaei o kosmos apo ton spiti (min ton dagwsei lussasmena i gria - daimonissa).

Dimitrie, panta sofe (proigoumenes genies megalwsane me sena) 8a eisai stis kardies mas xalkomania ellinikia!!! Mazi sou 8a fame, 8a pioume kai nistikoi 8a koimi8oume!